There it was again.
How does it come upon her so quickly and without an apparent sign of its
coming? Her mind seems free from concern and worries. She cannot even visualize one solitary event
leading to its appearance. Still she can
feel the weight of its presence as though she has summoned the darkness to
appear.
This thing called burden, depression or anxiety comes
quickly like a thief in the night, robbing her of her peace of mind. Not only does it steal her peace of mind but
it also seems to want a piece of her soul, her very being. It hovers over her like a cloud about to rupture
at the seams. Perhaps this time it will simply swallow her whole. At times, she wishes it would do just
that. At least then it might be over and
she could simply rest.
Wait, this time she notices something quite strange. Had she never noticed it before? The clouds though many are pitch black, some
are fluffy and white. Looking closer,
yes there it is a small delicate hand reaches high out of the cloud. Her very being sighs with relief but
why? Somewhere in her mind (her spirit) she
is acquainted with this sigh of relief.
The clouds are drifting now.
There is a ray of light, a ray of hope.
She now realizes that small hand was lifted in praise. Then she sees His
hand reaching down to grasp the small delicate uplifted hand. She simply whispers “next time I will lift
my hand sooner.”
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